Status update

I"m tired. Tired as in I need to sleep. But also, I guess, what you could call existentially tired. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of being patient (I'm not really good at it anyway). I'm tired of being worried. I"m tired of being understanding. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of being reasonable. I'm tired of making an effort. I'm tired of committing. I'm tired of troubles. I'm tired of other people's needs and how they impinge them upon me. I'm tired of my own needs and how I impinge them upon people. I'm tired of the past, present and - possibly - the future. I'm tired of being myself, whatever "myself" might mean. If anyone has a spare skin to spare I can slip into, let me know.